Purpose

I am probably naive.

As I see it, you need to focus on one vital thing.
There is one thing that is all important to you.

Something you would not trade for anything.
Something you just have to get.
Something you just have to do.
Something that is it's own reason.

No explanation is possible or necessary.
That is your overriding purpose.

Once you find your purpose, the rest falls into perspective.
Some people say you can find your purpose through systems thinking, others say you need religion, some say you have to study the B-Values.

By the way, I'm still looking for it.

Fungus